Okay so I know I'm supposed to be working on my Drake posts but f*ck it…I seriously have no time to finish it between all the expectations I have & shit that's expected of me, all the worrying about things that do not concern me & being there for those who do need me to be, caring too much only to be kicked back to the ground. It's just all a bit much and I really hope those who have contributed to this realise…
So before I blow my brains out or get into another accident, let me continue with the lesson at hand. I've realised over the last couple of days that having faith, dreams, expectations…all that bullshit is just stupid. Its like shooting yourself in the foot!
So its been an ironic week basically…people who felt unwanted are now the ones getting all the affection & don't want it, you're expected to be there but don't get a simple "Hi, I miss you.". Ok its quite pathetic & sad but f*ck it. I've basically tried to escape Heat city to go home & be alone but I'd probably kill myself looking at all my accidents over the last week.
So don't expect shit from anyone, a taste of their own medicine is surely the best way to get over things, if you mean something they'll let you know…
So from my side it's f*ck feelings, drink a lot, live it like they don't exist coz in the end the last one laughing will be you…
Oreo's & Hoes
